If there is a religion I believe in it is karma. After the very shitty new years day, today has been great! Yesterday I got the leftovers from my financial aid which was $3,000 and we got Dean’s check today which is another $1,000!

We paid back the short term loan of $500 from the bank (the DDA I spoke about on a previous post), have a check for Wade for the $600 we borrowed a few months back, paid off the entirety of my credit card about $1200, and paid another $1200 on Dean’s card, paid all the bills and next months rent, and we still have $1,000 left. There is several places it could go: Harriet and Phil for the loan they are paying for us, Molly and Holli to help them out, pay off more on Dean’s credit card, ect.

I can’t help but imagine taking a few hundred and going shopping with it. I have never gone on a shopping spree before, and I could use some winter clothes, but I would feel so guilty about it. I can’t spend any money with out an awful feeling of guilt that ruins whatever excitement there is from the item because there are always places it could be better spent.

I will ponder it over and see who needs it most.